I have never watched such an eventful face. It is a well-known fact that poison neutralises poison. It contains a great deal of photographs of the lady at various times of her life and ages. Subsequently, if she came across a long sentence she would twist and contort her body in an effort to reach the full stop in one breath. Question: How can such eagerness be called forth? Taking advantage of my new reputation there, I plucked up courage to show this editor the mock-up of my book on Anandamayi, which I had spent great care and much time preparing. She did much traveling and wandering, at times refusing to stay at the ashrams her devotees provided for her. She was often distracted and would be seen gazing into space, her eyes not focused on outer objects. It was a good life, enriched by the unfolding human drama and spiritual endeavour of the devotees as they strove to develop and perfect themselves over the years. Upon this domain, as one can often feel in the Gangetic plain, there remain faint traces of an ancient uniting force, that of Greece, which spread across immensities of time and space to leave their gentle impress - no more than ghostly traces now, but palpable none the less - upon dwellings and people. In spite of heavy household responsibilities, Nirmala found time to develop her skills at various arts and crafts. Question: If Mataji has found peace why does she keep wandering about? You must be adamant in your pursuit. . This act she called her kheyala which elsewhere has also been called lila, or Will, or the Divine Word, or the Logos, or the Will to become - but in reality there is neither any will nor any becoming. Question: Will it be effective if one has found the Guru in a dream? But the Universe is a Divine Play you have a desire to play, so naturally you interpret all the playful antics of this body, with its laughter and fun, according to your lights. She was seated in the pit very near the priest, her face veiled, her hands always positioned in some mudra.". Anandamayi was born on 30 April 1896, of a poor but prestigious Brahmin family in a small village called Kheora, in the district of Tripura. She was lying down and completely veiled, and remained in this state for a number of hours. Consequently for Him, who Himself manifests in the form of ice, there can be no question of the eternal or the non-eternal. Preferably, the face of the holy, even in a photograph, should be depicted like an icon, transubstantiated. He was then in and out of work in what became a pattern - picking up a post as a station master or working as a gardener. Just as by receiving one seed you have potentially received an infinite number of trees, by capturing and realising the One Supreme Moment, nothing is left unrealised. In the story of the hierophany at Siddheshwari, each new element in the unfolding story was experienced by the participants as an occurrence vested with mysterious power, but not consciously viewed as the symbolic content of a myth. Such conditions, and the fact that she reached the menopause at the age of 27, indicate the radical nature of these physical changes. Let the mind move at its own speed constantly towards the One Aim, which is God. Some eatables were placed before her, not so much for her as for the sake of others, as they wanted her prasada. Playing with the string of a flower garland, very casually, almost in an absent-minded aside, Mataji interjected a one-sentence remark, addressing the Swami respectfully as Pitaji father, but in the lightest of tones. ", Bholanath was seated nearby Mataji smiled and replied, "If I give a truthful answer to this question, Bholanath will be angry with me.". Answer: Why do you ask? Answer: For him who asks such a question, this is so. ", "then you are prepared to do exactly as I tell you without letting your judgement interfere?". They seem harmonised into a music that is tranquil, dreamy and infused with pathos - something immense, but also restrained. Her ways were indeed mysterious and the quality of life around her correspondingly full of magical enchantment - often disorienting, at times unnerving. Now she went into a wild bhava, she herself darkened and the structure of her head became noticeably different. On the next day the puja started and Nirmala sat in the pit of the vedi, facing the image. "Well," was the answer, "what should it be? . One morning it became wordlessly clear that I could approach with my camera. On the plane where this question arises, one is not in that state of Pure Being and one thinks this question can he raised and also replied to. It is for you to keep on practising it faithfully; but the fruit comes spontaneously in the form of Self-revelation. Question: When speaking about visions that one has during meditation, you have said that these are not Visions of Reality, but a mere 'touch'. The village is too small to have a mosque, but a very simple Hindu shrine still stands - just four walls. She was very calm and quiet, while he enjoyed singing a great deal, to everyone's delight. So long as there is craving, one will be born again and again; in other words, physical existence continues due to the sense of want. There were only about a dozen of us there. Curled up in the vedi, her physical state is a graphic verification of her assertion that 'this body is That'. Question: I have read in books that some beings say they have to descend in order to act in the world. Oh Hari, one fine morning I was put into fire and baked. Indeed, the first modern scholarly attention to the theme of the ancient Indian versions of the cosmogony was not published until 1943. For me all places are good.". Certainly, the glamorised deluxe ashrams which have sprung up in recent decades are a far cry from the modest pattern of the age-old guru-shishya relationship of master-disciple tutelage; yet this ancient system survives, for example, in the teaching of classical music and dance. With narrative here shifting to the molecular level of the spiritual quest undertaken by each individual seeker, the story, such as it is, becomes primarily a matter of burgeoning ashrams and an annual calendar of festivals, retreats and occasional visits to these institutions by Mataji herself. Thus even at the beginning of my acquaintance with her. After a few days Mataji announced that Vasanti puja was to be performed at the inauguration. Her walk was unusual and this alone marked her out, even when viewed from a long distance away. Further questions on this matter would be fruitless. Question; Is there no justification at all for professional or any other mundane work? "It is getting late," he said, "I must be going home." it sometimes stretched out to extraordinary length; at other times it shrank to a very small size; sometimes her body rolled about like a ball; on other occasions it seemed boneless, or bounced like a rubber ball as she danced. ", A Christian devotee remarked, "Now we have a Face to put on God. Indeed, on a number of occasions, when children approached Mataji with open autograph books, she would inscribe just one dot in the middle of the page, saying: "Look carefully, for in this dot everything is contained.". Flowers and fruits come into existence only because they are potentially contained in the tree. "Ananda" simply means bliss, a self-luminous word for the self-luminous state. Mataji had left no instructions or even any hints about what should be done with her body. all these exercises pursue the same goal, which is to abolish multiplicity and fragmentation, to reintegrate, to unify, to make whole" Yoga: Immortality and Freedom, New York, 1938. Answer: Forget? Do you know how this is expressed? At that moment, the wayfarer saw a bee flying swiftly towards the lotus. The naming was Bhaiji's flash of intuition; at the furthest remove from learning, scholarship and research, the moment of naming is traditionally seen to be highly significant. At last someone by way of a joke dropped a rasa gula, a juicy Bengali sweet, into the half-open mouth of the sleeping man. The Witnessing Consciousness is both the fruit of yoga and prior to it, for it exists in the Eternal Present. According to your actions you will reap the fruits. By that Light you behold the outer light and everything in the universe; only because it always shines within you, can you perceive the outer light. An earthen jar that had been given 'Prana Pratistha' by a Mahatma, related the storv of its life. Even though I sometimes photographed her when she was looking up or away from others in the immediate vicinity, only once did I ever photograph her alone, not looking at, speaking to, or listening to anybody else but me. When approaching God, one has to give everything, all one possesses. This body tells you to find your real home from which nobody can drive you out, which is not of this world. My own keenness in the project never waned. The ethereal beauty of her expression was breathtaking. As long as there is identification with the body and the mind, there must be pain, distress and agony. After enjoying this book, I then ordered "Om Ma--Anandamayi Ma, A Short Life Sketch". What should we do in that case? Vasanti Puja, the day of the spring festival, was considered the appropriate occasion as it celebrates the beginning of the annual crop cycle. Through a devotee of hers who was a disciple of Ramakrishna's wife, Nirmala and her companions were to meet Gauri Ma, the last living disciple of Ramakrishna himself and other great Vaishnavites in Navadveep. Thus, if he endeavours to fulfil himself by entering the current of his true being, this current will eventually lead him to the perfect poise of his own true being. Throw it away; lay it at His feet. It was a typical scene in the monotonously vast Gangetic valley. It was a celibate marriage though not by her husband's choice. But when the sweet syrup began to trickle down his throat, he could not help waking. The tree potentially contains the fruit, this is why it will yield it - "it will" means "it does". The participation of so charismatic a personage as Anandamayi guides the behaviour of all the other participants, as well as their spiritual effort. In addition, she was indeed the Guru to many advanced sadhakas spiritual practitioners. Anandamayi Ma Enlightenment Experience: After Nirmala Sundari Devi got married to moved with Ramani Mohan Cakravarti (later renamed as Bholenath) she used to attend kirtans and bhajans at the local temple. We are not Vaishnavas, we are Shakta worshippers of the Goddess. She retained a youthfulness, which belied her age: 58. It is for the Guru to point out the method; he will show you the way to understanding and instruct you as to your sadhana. Her brother-in-law died, and she went to live with her husband at age 18, A state exists in which there is only Bliss, Beatitude, Supreme Felicity. And for those who can now only imagine what it must have been like, it remains a compelling image of the essential oneness of the individual with the universal, of the manifested reality with its source -indeed, of the constant flow between the unmanifest and the manifest. With a word to an attendant, Mataji swept the girls of the ashram school into bhajans and everyone joined in. His wife would go searching for him Gradually, slowly, because you are rapt in the contemplation of your Beloved, He becomes revealed to you in every one of them; not even a grain of sand is excluded. At the same time her teaching was totally uncompromising when it came to the essence of things, very tough; but absolutely gentle and generous with people's efforts. She did this whenever free, but Bholanath was perplexed. If it is misunderstood in this way, as occurs sometimes, then this body says that although you may have received diksha from him, that person is not your Guru. Whereas in the pure Self there can be no question of stages, with ice, even though it may be melting, there is potentially the possibility of its existing as such again, here or elsewhere in future. Most graphically, she shows us how to find this out for ourselves. It will not do to sit down and ride in a rickety, jolting bullock-cart. If it be someone's fate the scales will fall from his eyes, the veil will drop away. "Why do you repeat the names of Hari? On the contrary; by her gentle ways and ready smile she endeared herself to everyone who came in touch with her. She has joined three words together in a perfect triptych. bhava or religious emotion. Although both words and photographs can lie, the photograph does have a certain workaday veracity. Until then, I had sought to record, among many other themes, the spiritual life of India as and when I found it, consistently from an outsider's point of view. Again the leaves grow and then fall off, which is not the same state: it is and it is not, for after all it is of the one tree. The main ashram building was a rectangular two-storey tower surrounded by verandas on all sides. Sadly, the problems involved in noting down exactly what Anandamayi said in her discourses have been so great that very little has been safely and accurately preserved. blew off the house and he continued singing in the rain. Answer: Yes, it will. He gives shelter to whoever cares to come, be it a man, woman, child or animal. It has prepared dishes for all, so you may call it a cook. The sheer number of people wanting to see her and the multiplicity of ashrams established in her name, imposed an entirely different pace and atmosphere on her life. Since the habitation constitutes an imago mundi, it is symbolically situated at the Centre of the World. I am happy to say that she often looked at me, but there is a trenchant difference between looking straight into someone's eyes and looking into the lens of a camera behind which the photographer's eyes are hidden. Then I pressed the shutter once and moved away. It is useless to seek happiness in anything that is of the world. Answer: You imagine that you are the doer of your actions - this indicates the existence of the ego in you. While sometimes speaking of spiritual evolution, she also maintained that her For when I served my father, mother, husband, and others. The delight in the things of this world, in sense objects, is fleeting indeed. They are all familiar to me. Hence I was not quite worldly; though always engaged in household affairs. Keep your thinking on a very high level; praise and blame, filth and sandal paste must become alike. Be that as it may, observers noticed that between 1918 and 1924, when she was aged between 22 and 28, her physical states during trance and during illness were very strange indeed. It was winter when I arrived and the leaf-strewn ground beneath gnarled trees and rocks was littered with beautiful sculptures that had fallen from ruined temples. Such intensive yoga, not surprisingly, did have a massive effect on her body, including many of its otherwise involuntary processes, which were brought under rigorous control. Stone-mindedness is foolishness - the fact of God's immanence has not yet been grasped. This is a state of unitary awareness, an even, undifferentiated continium of choiceless witnessing which remains constant and unchanging throughout all levels of consciousness, all levels of mental and emotional intensity, in waking, dreaming and dreamless sleep, in bhava, in samadhi, during yoga, meditation and ecstatic musical expression. The sense of separateness is the root-cause of misery, because it is founded on error, on the conception of duality. They together mean "from Brahma to the roots of the grass", implying the unity of all that exists - animate and inanimate - in the total area of space and time. You also are my Guru. Question: Am I right to believe that you are God? Answer; Occupation with worldly things acts like slow poison. He said he saw and heard Sri Krishna teaching Arjuna, as described in the Gita, and that he had many other visions and auditory experiences of the kind. Implicit in the meaning of her name is her greatest, most effulgent quality: Love. Question: We often hear you say: "think of God.". There are two kinds of grace, namely with and without cause or reason. Sep 20, 2014 - This Pin was discovered by LuAnn Di Paglia. It is that Moment, which links up the whole of creation. She rose, still swaying. According to Nirmala, the Siddheshwari temple had been a place of shakti sadhana since ancient times and this sacred site had been associated with the great eighth-century sage, Shankaracharya. Later, Mataji took her to the Ambika temple in Rajpur, where Kamala performed a three-day yajna, a fire sacrifice, according to Mataji's instructions. Each vision produces some result. She also retained her youthful looks for a great many years. "As you remain unconscious during these spells," she argued, "and as they have all this long time caused you no spiritual progress, nor furthered your sadhana, you should consider them unfavourable, and you should therefore make an effort to steady yourself when-ever you feel the impulse to faint. images to visualize. Which is your country? I happened to be within it too, a participant in the enactment of the mysteries. It depends on a man's samskaras, his conditioning, the tendencies he has brought with him from previous births. All that can be said or questioned in this respect lies within the confines of human thinking. The scriptural injunctions when a sannyasi leaves his body were strictly adhered to. I am myself reposing within myself. Or at least I did, but she cast her cleansing glance right through me into the far distance. For destroying the "veil", there are suitable spiritual disciplines and practices. Yet who is it that appears even in the guise of the ephemeral? She had no possessions nor attachments and called no particular place her home. these more common sattvika bhavas (sweating, fainting, They formed that brotherhood of which Cohn Turnbull wrote in 1961 - a network of warm, friendly, family loyalty spread across widely scattered communities. Someone who, by the method of Advaita Vedanta has in a natural way become fully merged in the Self, will realise that as water is contained in ice so the Supreme Reality can be found in the image. I followed each questioner's attitude. Shankaracharya, the great exponent of Vedanta, cited by Anandamayi in connection with Siddheshwari, says "when a being, by means of the cognition of absolute identity; finds absolute rest in the Self consisting of bliss, then he is free.". Moving around in this manner, she joined the kirtan singers and began to revolve in their midst. Suddenly, as we were watching her, she fell on the floor from a standing position, but it did not seem to hurt her in the least. I may forget everything else, but I can never forget what I saw at Hardwar in 1929. In the manner of the day she had to endure the ordeal of moving from a carefree childhood into the role of the inexperienced, deeply shy young daughter-in-law - a familiar pattern of domestic drudgery, unremitting hardship and severe discipline. And so was used to bathe very early in the morning and go into this room, after which I would not come out again throughout the day and night. Fundamental to all Indian thinking about phenomenal existence is a deep and abiding belief in the continuance of the Beginning, but not as a unique "big bang" or originating moment sparking temporal succession, as in Western thinking about the origin of the universe. To get entangled on the level of these powers is a waste of energy, Having acquired them one must not lose sight of the supreme Goal of human existence, but strive unceasingly after Self-realisation. But the answer lies where there is no such thing as questioning and answering - where there is no "other", no division. "Her exalted states found expression in so many ways that it is impossible to describe them in words. No sooner has one made any kind of assertion as to her true nature than one has to qualify it! Even after the house was built, white ants, termites, used to make piles of caked mud inside the room. Question: Would it be right for me to become a Hindu, or is my approach by the Christian way? In ancient times, the building of a sacrificial altar signified the need to get into right relationship with the sacred world as the source of cosmic order. It is curious that modern science also tells us that termites are indeed extremely archaic creatures and have been active since the Permian level on the geological time-scale - that is, for no less than 200 million years. At the time that it occurred, for Bholanath - the one person privy to the process - it must have looked, at the very least, bizarre, occasionally perilous, frequently awesome. In a sense there is no mystery about this, because the link between white ants and the Primordial Mound, and between both and the cosmogony is clearly indicated in the oldest Indian religious texts, the Vedas, dating from around 2500 BC. There were no rules or fixed times for these occasional interruptions of her silence. Question: You say all moments are contained in that One Supreme Instant. Anandamayi's changes were more extreme than When she was about 17, Nirmala went to live with her husband in Ashtagram. Anandamayi Ma (née Nirmala Sundari; 30 April 1896 – 27 August 1982) was a Bengali Saint, described by Sivananda Saraswati (of the Divine Life Society) as "the most Take it as if it is God's work, done through you as His instrument. Question: What are the benefits to be derived from hatha yoga - and what are its drawbacks? Just keep still and do nothing. Finally this body seemed to arrive at its destination and walked round a particular plot of land as if performing pradakshina, circumambulation of a sacred entity. The world is concerned with the knowledge that is ignorance. - in that Supreme Instant all moments are contained and when you have captured it, all moments will be yours. The Essential Sri Anandamayi Ma - Life and Teachings of a 20th Century Indian Saint She was at home, among her people, perfectly natural, charged with life. Our mind is the swiftest thing in creation. From time to time she would return and sit on the altar in the centre of the pit. One of them asked: "He is Self-effulgent, it is not you who can bring it about. Together with the shift in Western attitudes towards spirituality, there has been a global reappraisal of everything concerning the situation of women and the nature of femininity. Tread the path of immortality, where no death exists and no disease. During satsang in Varanasi about 50 of us were gathered while Mataji listened to someone talking. The body was being twisted and turned to perform asanas in such a way that it was entirely boneless and only thus was it possible for it to contort in that way. Very early in the morning, when the mist created the effect of a lace veil in the still air between parapet and river, she might stroll for a while, heavily wrapped in a shawl. For what seemed like an eternity I steadied my breathing and we very gently gazed into each other's eyes. Later, my father asked Bholanath to have a word with her requesting her to give my father permission to go ahead. Your dwelling place, vasa, at present is where the Self manifests as "not-Self", na Sva; when that is destroyed, it is only destruction that is destroyed. ), "In my country all leaves become gerua in autumn. I saw that this body was bending and performing various asanas. Here the mind was completely free from the movement of thought. Atmananda, who dedicated a great many years to elucidating Mataji's teachings for others, also knew from firsthand experience how it felt to take up the challenge of that teaching and act upon it: Mataji does not often give orders and probably only to those who by intuition, discrimination and experience have established in themselves implicit faith in her unfailing wisdom. . The One is present in each sect, even though outwardly there appears to be conflict among them, which is due to the ego-nature being full of doubt. When he has a vision of it, is it only of the particular deity it represents, or does it not also refer to the abstract form of the Self? Just as one single tree contains numberless trees, innumerable leaves, infinite movement and untold static states, so does one moment contain an infinite number of moments and within all these countless instants lies the One Single Moment. Suppose you believe that He is with quality, that He is embodied? Lastly, there was a melting away of all duality. This is so when one has entered the stream, and then present, future and past are no longer separate. During her stay in Ashtagram, strange states of her body during the singing of kirtan were first noticed and these bhavas, or ecstatic trances, were to become the most striking aspect of her behaviour for about eight years. . ", When really pressed to answer this question she appeared to experience, at least in her younger days, a considerable degree of agitation. None but a spiritually-evolved soul can understand or fathom their spiritual depth. Behold, it is movement as that of the ocean, samudra, He expressing Himself, Sva mudra. Delving into her experiences with Swami Sivananda, the Dalai Lama, Anandamayi Ma and other spiritual luminaries, Swami Radha’s explores the roles of the guru and disciple in modern life, dispelling common illusions surrounding this sacred relationship. Time passed and, as I fretted, I took a deep sniff at the flowers in my hand. . The day Anandamayi noticed it, she took it down and before anyone realised what she was doing, she threw it in the Ganges. All Indian symbolism for this ineffable Beginning helps to "reverse human experience of genesis, reintegrate the wasteful entropy of time and regain the continuing original whole" - Philip Rawson. Then she turned to her companions. There is certainly a state where both difference and non-difference exist simultaneously - in very truth. In order to find your Self, you must become revealed to yourself. . She appeared to be in a deep sleep, but she was not sleeping, for her eyes were half open and drawn within. Therefore never relax your efforts until there is Enlightenment: let no gaps interrupt your attempt, for a gap will produce an eddy. I am deeply grateful to Gitanjali Dhingra for rescuing the whole project from oblivion and whose faith has been unwayering. This body says; "Choose the Path of Immortality, Take any path that is according to your temperament, and it will lead you to the Realisation of your Self.". Whether this body talks to you or laughs or lies down to sleep, or whether it sinks to the ground and rolls about, as sometimes happened during kirtan, no matter how many different states and conditions this body may appear to be in, it nevertheless remains always in the one state. If everything can be burnt up, cannot this last vestige be consumed too? The veil was not there previously, nor will it be in the future, and hence it does not really exist now. It took me most of the rest of my life to figure out why she declined to take up the latter half of my question. If one does not arrive at a state of stillness, the agitation of one's whole system will manifest through every nerve and fibre of the body and render one inefficient. had a temple built for her by disciples in Dacca but left the day it And then there is a further state in which the question of the Supreme Moment and the fragmentary moment will not occur. What had touched him to the quick nobody could tell. Her large following included many distinguished and impressive people. But to approach the greatest is difficult, and it costs so much, one has to give, one has to give! As there is a state of Supreme Knowledge, likewise there is a state of perfection at the zenith of the path of love. I stood directly and silently in front of her, paused to collect my thoughts, made some camera adjustments, pre-focused my lens to its closest range and moved forward until her features came into focus on the ground-glass viewfinder of my reflex camera. Only to the eyes of the beholder did she seem to pass through a succession of diverse intensities. to be intoxicated. Yet still she would say: "I am always the same."! But the difficulty in writing an account of how all this came about arises from the fact that the hierophany itself is pure poetry. Then everybody stood. Within seven days, and in great haste, this room was built in the month of Phalgun February-March, 1926. Through every religious sect, He gives Himself to Himself, and the value of each of these sects for the individual is that they each indicate a different method to Self-knowledge. "Ma" is a respectful, affectionate name for an older woman, not necessarily one's mother; but it is also used as a way of addressing a certain kind of saintly woman in Bengal, where worship of the Goddess is widely prevalent. Behind the veil lies Reality, but before you is the veil. The Light which is eternal can never be extinguished. The outer form was lying there and the inner spirit detached from its garb seemed in holy communion with the world-spirit. There was no question of rich and poor, good or bad, high or low there was perfect brotherhood among all. You differentiate between the earth, water, fire, air, the sky and so forth, do you not? Some experience it in this manner; realisation does not come to everyone in the same way. Bhaiji wrote of one occasion: "All the devotees sat around in silence, absorbed in their own thoughts. . . At that time I didn't know what were, but various kinds formed of themselves. 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